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Heaven's Gate
03:28
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I care way too much about your stupid opinion don’t ask me why
time doesn’t pass too harshly
if I don’t think about it
even when you don’t reply
cab rides on the way home
they make me feel so alone
and cab rides on my way to see you
they don’t make me feel any better
you take me up to heaven’s gate every time i
see you but i know you won’t let me in
and I know you don’t love me like I love you
but that’s fine, it is fine
you take me up to heaven’s gate every time i
see you but i know you won’t let me in
and I know you don’t love me like I love you
but that’s fine, it is fine
I am
flying
I am
flying up to the stars in my spaceship
I care way too much about your stupid opinion
but you won’t let me in
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2. |
These Bugs
04:38
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as the stars they fade away
the sky turns pink and blue
i stayed up through the night
and i wish that you did too
nobody’s up to talk to me
how will i keep myself sane?
the buzzing of these little bugs
will keep me up ‘till the day
but tell me
do you feel the same?
but tell me
do you feel the same?
my love,
my love,
you keep my head above
these shoulders
these shoulders
these bugs,
these bugs,
they’re the ones who listen to my problems
and i’d hope you would too
if you were awake
now the sun begins to show
the shy moon is away for now
the howling wind doesn’t start to blow(not just yet)
when you’re up let’s meet in town
but tell me
why am i to blame?
You solve my problems
i hope you’re here to stay
and i say
my love,
my love,
you keep my head above
these shoulders
these shoulders
these bugs,
these bugs,
they’re the ones who listen to my problems
and i’d hope you would too
if you were awake
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3. |
Baby Steps
03:08
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I fought the monsters underneath my bed
I’ve sailed across the oceans in my head
I made a parachute from tablecloth and string
Played with the dinosaurs before they went extinct
And you were always by my side
Apart from when you’d seek and I would hide
And I know that we’re so far away from these games we used to play
But I just can’t lose sight of yesterday
I never grew up like you wanted me to
I’m still the kid I was in 2002
Now all these thoughts are knocking inside my brain
I can assure you that’s the only thing that’s changed
And you were always by my side
Apart from when you’d seek and I would hide
And I know that we’re so far away from these games we used to play
But I just can’t lose sight of yesterday
Well the floorboards creak under pressure
But I’ve got room to expand
Yeah the floorboards creak under pressure
Don’t worry I’ve got plans
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4. |
Who Am I Kidding
04:10
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I’m okay
Everyone gets tired of me anyways
And I know I’m nothing special
But you were
And I’m fine
Even if you won’t see me half the time
I’ll get through
Or at least I’ll try
But who am I kidding
I changed my life around for you
You made me think you loved me too and now you’re gone
So do you wear the hat I bought you
Or does it just sit on the shelf
Along with all the conversations
we shared only with ourselves
I called you smart, funny and beautiful
To anyone who asked
And all he does is call you up
When he’s in the mood to be an ass
But who am I kidding
I changed my life around for you
You made me think you loved me too and now you’re gone
Who am I kidding
I’m not okay and I’m just trying
To make it through the day without feeling like I’m dying
I feel empty
I feel broken
There’s some words I left unspoken
But right now, I’m torn in two
Cause you’re the one who leaned in closer,
Got me hooked but now it’s over
And I just can’t believe I meant so little to you
But who are you kidding
I changed my life around for you
You wanted me to and now you’re gone
Who are you kidding
You’re not okay and you’re just trying
To push me out of your life and skip all of the crying
I’m okay
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5. |
Missed Calls
01:18
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Went back to our favorite spot today
Was so long ago but it felt like yesterday
When i met you I got butterflies
And saw the sparkle in your eyes baby
I tried to call you once but you declined
I guess I'll just wait here for you to pick up your line
it felt like an eternity because you don't have the time for me no more
You've got missed calls
And voicemails
From the guy who didn't realize what he had
You've got missed calls
And voicemails
From me
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6. |
Crowded Brain
04:59
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Got no more room inside my head
And it's time to clear some space
But i just can't seem to bring myself to delete you
From this crowded brain
My memory card’s full
So we can’t play anymore games
Until i find the strength in me to delete you
From this crowded brain
And when you asked if i still felt it
I said no but that’s not true
Cause how could i come up with words
To say i’m still in love with you
And all that I think about is the sound of your voice
And the way you looked at me
The night that everyone around us slept
By the glow of the tv
And I know
That i can’t let it show
But you get to me
With every word you speak
And every breath you breathe
Puts me deeper under
And i cannot explain
What’s in this crowded brain
It might drive me insane
But it’s for the better
And maybe one day when you’re all alone
You’ll think of me
And maybe we’ll be better on our own
And when you asked if i still felt it
I said no but that’s not true
Cause how could i come up with words
To say i’m still in love with you
And all that I think about is the sound of your voice
And the way you looked at me
The night that everyone around us slept
By the glow of the tv
And I know
That i can’t let it show
But you get to me
With every word you speak
And every breath you breathe
Puts me deeper under
And i cannot explain
What’s in this crowded brain
It might drive me insane
But it’s for the better
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7. |
Rough Draft
02:45
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8. |
Cliff
03:15
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My fingers are blistered
the waves are tall
i’ve been hanging with you
all night long
and the water’s so damn blue
i’m just glad to be here with you
(and yesterday we) sat on the highway
side of the road
we had a flat
but we’re still mellow
and now we’re just watching the birds
we’ve been up far too long now
to feel down
We’ll end up
at the cliff again
as long as
i’m with my best
friend.
since grade 7
and i hope it’ll
always be the same
if it’s not broken
there’s no need to
change
My fingers are blistered
the waves are tall
i’ve been hanging with you
all night long
and the water’s so damn blue
i’m just glad to be here with you
(and yesterday we) sat on the highway
side of the road
we had a flat
but we’re still mellow
and now we’re just watching the birds
we’ve been up far too long now
to feel down
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9. |
Boys, Boys
04:05
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Take some time away from here
Trying so hard to tuck it all away
Isn’t it funny
What everyone else seems to think?
But there is nothing
Just say nothing
Wouldn’t you rather be friends?
Than something not promised
That will burn in the end
And leave you shattered
Even more fractured than now
Let those hopeful feelings die
And let yourself down easier this time
Put some space between yourselves
It gets tiring to hold the weight of someone else
Please don’t feel obligated
To navigate this road with me
Its hard enough to drive
Without you fogging up the windows
Wouldn’t you rather be friends?
Than something not promised
That will burn in the end
And leave you shattered
Even more fractured than now
Let those hopeful feelings die
And let yourself down easier this time
I’m not sure I love you
But I know you love me less
She’s running towards you
While I can’t catch my breathe
Please don’t go unless you feel that like you have to
Wouldn’t you rather be friends?
Than something not promised
That will burn in the end
And leave you shattered
Even more fractured than now
Let those hopeful feelings die
And let yourself down easier this time
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10. |
5.18
03:59
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I’m here just trying to be happy but
I can’t do that with you around
I don’t think you’re stopping me but
I think I’m stopping myself
Hate is a strong word and
I don’t like to use it
But that’s the best way to describe it
I don’t want to
Have to see you again
‘Cause i know if i do, i’m gonna wanna
Spend the rest of my life with you
And I know you don’t
Feel the same way about me
But maybe you do
But maybe you do
My feelings don’t make sense anymore
I’m not sure they ever did
Let’s sit against a fence sometime soon and
Maybe i’ll tell you about the time that
I had a dream that
We kissed in your car
And all of the petals, they fell together, we fell together
I don’t want to
Have to see you again
‘Cause i know if i do, i’m gonna wanna
Spend the rest of my life with you
And I know you don’t
Feel the same way about me
But maybe you do
But maybe you do
And if i don’t ever see you again
I won’t cry, i’ll pretend, yeah i’ll pretend
I’ll keep picking up the flowers, i’ll keep counting down the hours
Untill one day it’ll stop
He loves me so, He loves me not
He loves me so, He just forgot
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